Antisocial

Written, recorded, and engineered by Cholwe Munjile.

Lyrics:

Antisocial
Antisocial
Antisocial

It doesn't help that I'm feeling antisocial
I can't find my voice yet I master my vocals
My mind is so far but my body's local
I feel so small yet I'm trying to go global

I don't want you to think any less of me
I just wasn't born with personality
Doing everyday shit is so hard
Wanna live like a king, but it's not in my cards

I like to use money as a personality trait
All my clothes are expensive yet I feel so fake
I don't feel so much, I just might as well stay baked
I try to give and give but everyone just wants to take

They just wanna take everything that I have
Nothing is perfect but I'm perfectly sad
Every day that I go through the reason I'm mad
And it hurts so bad

It doesn't help that I'm feeling antisocial
I can't find my voice yet I master my vocals
My mind is so far but my body's local
I feel so small yet I'm trying to go global

Wear my heart on my sleeve like it says Supreme
Try to stay in the middle but the world is so mean
I just wanna live life better than my dreams
So fuck this cruel world, none of you are my team

People look me in the eyes and I look so dead
I'm an open book, but my stories have been read
I find it so hard to communicate
They say it's my fault but maybe it's just fake
So please just open the gates to heaven or hell
I don't even care
I don't even know if I'll be able to tell
My life is a well, I think I just fell

Stuck at the bottom, I think I just fell
But I can't even tell, because my life is hell

It doesn't help that I'm feeling antisocial
I can't find my voice yet I master my vocals
My mind is so far but my body's local
I feel so small yet I'm trying to go global